Kristina! Hang in there! You have a very specific skill-set that people around the country would want to know about. Your experience can be positioned as an online coach. You could easily offer coaching and consulting by developing a course. This would create business and income to get through this crazy time with Covid. You can use your passion to help others by teaching them how to do the skills you have. When covid hit I lost over 14 consulting events where I would have traveled nationally and internationally. I quickly turned my attention to online and have actually made out much better financially and it has allowed me to re-create my coaching and consulting model.