Joanna, thank you for reaching out. It is important for all of us to remember that we are not alone. It is also important to share your story. Many people follow and do their best for the Kingdom. You chose to be a leader and builder. Your story will inspire others to pursue their dreams and be front-runners.

I wish to encourage you today. What made you choose to be a leader and follow your dream/vision? Was it not the Lord Himself who had you raise up to the challenge?

If you are saying yes and amen then the next part could be more of the same. I believe following him now is the answer. Jesus told us in Matt 10:7-8 

 And as you go, preach, saying, 'The kingdom of heaven is at hand.'

 8 Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons.

 Freely you have received, freely give.